I am sitting here stunned as I write this. I just finished the most powerful training of my career. What happened to Sally last night multiplied by three, as Tracey and Gill had monster changes happen within them—off the charts, as in their lives will never be the same—and almost everyone else saw something really big for themselves: Jacqueline, Ilene, Claire, Viv and Janet. And it was only a day and a half! The feeling in that room was palpable.

There’s something to be said for a small training. And there’s something to be said for pointing in the direction of the not known and the realm of formless essence and Oneness. I felt so out of it by the end because it almost felt like something had happened from another realm. And I was totally exhausted after only ½ day. All I did was set up the conditions for the potential to happen on its own, and it happened beyond my and Janet’s wildest expectations.

I’m thinking more and more that this is my new teaching direction for myself, but I’ve only done this type of session twice, yet both with incredible results. And after both times, especially this one, I have these insecure thoughts that it will be impossible to repeat the experience; like, can I really make this happen again?! It doesn’t seem possible. On the other hand, there’s only one way to find out.

After the training Janet, Viv, Gill, Steve and I had a nice lunch together in an Asian restaurant. It took me until I actually had food in me to feel like I was on solid ground again. Janet then helped me to get my train tickets for tomorrow and then we went home. Janet has been such a delight to be with; I could not have asked for a better lodging situation.